poem for clark

eND Of d LiNe

i know i luv u..
i know i shouldn't..
u told me u feel d same way..
but now,you've been so cold..
should i stop loving you?
coz i dont feel like u value me d way i do..

i missed d way we used to be..
now everything has changed..
things will never be d same again..
now,u'r fading away..and i realized,,
i shudn't go beyond d limit..
even doh we almost have it..

.it's stupid..
it's crazy..
dis has to end..
i shud stop this fantasy..
i know this can't rily be..
it hurts to know but wat can i do?..
you've been so far..
and i dont have d key to ur heart...
..even from d start...

11/29/06

poem for my lost prince

I LOST HIM

the flowers have bloomed

the wedding was going on

i was the girl in apple green

taking photos of the bride and groom

and for a moment,i was picturing myself

with someone who can never be mine

never again

the cameras were up

the shooting was going on

the actor was fyting for his gurl hu has been kidnapped

then i found myself hoping

that somehow,somewhere beneathe the pale moonlight

my prince is also battling for me

going thru all d dangerous scenes

but just realized that

it was me who 1st gave up

passengers fastend their seatbelts

ive seen couples lying on each others shoulder

im alone, a desperate wanderer

ive captured moments of lovers sharing sweet nothings

i shot great scenes of great artists

i saw couples pamper each other with their touch and caress

ive traveled to find some1 hu cud love me best

i tot i haven't found him ever since

but just realized that i already have lost my prince..

08/10/06

impresions on assp

d program: when i was told to go at adzu and take d assp exam by our principal..

i was kind of excited.. because.. basicaly if i'l pass d exam..

i could study at adzu for d whole sumer..

xempre my BAON un!.. waha..

honestly.. 1st thing dat came into my mind was..

"regional un.. dagdag points na for extra curicular" hahah..

n.. i was also aware dat my clasmates wud be all briliants.. whew!..

d school: ateneo de zamboanga is a catholic school..

i believe they hold mass every friday.. i gues..

and im not realy used to it because i come from non-secretarian school..

their facilities r great!..

d people are not treating you as "others"..

my classmates: whew.. they are all great..

no doubt.. WE are d best in d region daw!.. waha.. storya!

but despite of d competition n our studies..

we get to hang out n have fun together...

as a hul... im enjoying d program..

haha...